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  • Name: Nur Faezah

  • Age: 24 yrs

  • Birthday: 06 july 84

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    • Thursday, December 04, 2008
    all this time, i've been bickering, arguing wif this guy colleague of mine.....if im ruthless, i wld juz say tat i dont know him or he is not my classmate but i didnt....i am not born ruthless or evil. every one of us are born wif a light n dark personality or attitude within us. its whether we want to be a goody goody person or a baddy baddy person...life is a real journey to me.. to me, my journey doesnt end here, it only ends when i give up everything....i hv been unlucky since i start my work n know this guy..nt only him, those days i worked n loved a guy...i've been very unlucky to met such a guy....a gal is like eg: a tool for a guy to use n when he has found another new n fresh tool, he will pick up n will throw away the old tool....im not a trash, a toy, a tool to be used or to be pushed away one corner...once he will be interested n the next thing he will not be coz he has found someone new to be wif....how long must i endure this?? im nt hving fun doing all this bickering or arguing. maybe im only contented wif him going away back home?
    is it fun for those guys doing all this to me?? are they even thinking of my feelings b4 n now?? seeing is believing n wat pple hear also they believe..of coz i get to see things wif my own 2 eyes, what to expect frm tat?? i have eyes, ears....im not dumb or deaf n definitely, im nt enjoying this...not tat i dont use my brain to think or i dont hv any common sense...but really, if u use ur heart n nt ur brain to think n listen wif ur heart, then i will suffer even more than nw.

    working wif a foreigner is different than working wif our own pple...n even to fall in love wif a foreigner is different than being wif a local.. coz a local know what to expect frm us n they will treat us evenly, but a foreigner.....haiz.....im nt bias or racism coz i treat pple like pple not a dog
    or a cat...but if im being treated like one by someone, then how?? pple always say "let bygones be bygones" or "let nature takes its course" or "learn to give n take"..of coz now, i look like a bad person coz it makes me look like one....somehow i really think tat this is not my place n time to be here...if only, i take my course at a different private sch maybe i might be able to prevent such things frm happening...bt frm this tough journey, maybe there will be something good for me at the end....but, afta wat has happen to me throughout my journey, is it time for me to end all this??

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